i wouldav sworn an hour ago that i'm incapable of killing but now i know otherwise.
i'm angry, like fuming mad, like really really pissed off.
i'm crazy in love with this guy and i think i've tried too hard to put my self centred bitch attitude aside just to make sure that if the relationship gets screwed, it wont be from me. but i really dont know wasap mehn, is it too hard to focus all your attention on one chic?
the time i was away on holiday, my man totally substituted me. i saw a couple of msgs on his fone to and from one slag named Wumi but it wasnt anything, i was just uncomfortable with the frequency. for a couple of weeks, we've been having drama in the sense that we've reached the stage where we treat the relationship with a "whatever" attitude. i got to find that the entire time i was on holiday, they were damn close, msgs every other time with promises to call and shit like that. he even used to call her from the States (cos he was away for a while).damn!
i'm just typing with viciousness and incoherency but i need to VENT.
in my usual fashion of not bringing drama to the table, i'm not gonna bring this up with him and i'm not letting it fly either. i'll sort it out, that just means plenty of vodka.
i'm crazy pissed off right now, if he was in my space now, a simple sheet of paper would turn to a murder weapon.
there...feels better, some steam is out.
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o ouch...I was sorta guilty of sth like this in ma last relationship...babe I dnt even know what to do...but ma ex...snopping arnd and baring her mind to moi really helped....instead of venting her jus give him full balst abeg...let mr. jones know what is popping....
There's a caveat though...baring ur mind to him can do one of two things...it can make him cover his tracks better or it can make him take a few steps back from the other babe....and please dont hesitate to walk away...even though u know ur coming back...
i hate those mini break ups. i'm very "hit-d-road-jack". if i walk away, then that's it. for this reason, i'm trying to sleep over the whole thing and let vodka use its healing powers.
ok pele love...it is well...jus think of it this way...one day y'all will look back a today and laugh at his silliness for almost losing you...
awww, that was way cute. thanks Chari. my blog is blessed,lmao!
Wow...i know it hurts as hell, but PLEASE vodka isnt the way to go..drinkin wont solve it..yea, i knw its easier said than done..
Just take it easy babe!
thanks alot babe.
my own policy on relationships is once it gets to the level that i cant take ur word for it; that i need to start snooping, that is my cue to move on. what is luv without trust
doll...the answer to that question is 'nothing'. but its not Mr Jones that's not trustworthy now, it's me that's not trusting.
my love...these guys are just buzzing o!!! Only God can bring better!!! been on the vodka steez ;-p... its not sexy at the end of the day...and sometimes I feel that way (well since the last motherfucker in my life)that its hard for some to focus all their attention on one babe...At the end of the day, Love conquers all and its hard to believe it actually exists but it does...hugs n kisses...
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