Friday, May 30, 2008

here i go

i'm just like you or someone you know. a lady who has had a lifelong dream of sharing her life with a special man. however, somewhere along the line, the relationships we get in to just give us a change of heart. i have oft contemplated not getting married but now, i have reached that age where marriage and a family seem to be almost all i'm living for.

i dream all of the time about me, with my husband and kids somewhere in the mix. i'll have a career but it would never supercede my duty as a wife and mum, i'll sing when i'm fixing dinner, because i'll feel fulfilled doing it, ill get into a row with my boss just because i need to take the afternoon off to watch my son's soccer game, i'll cornrow my daughter's hair and make her a mini me and when she's old enough, i'll teach her a few things about men. i'll gladly car pool, be present at school concerts, go on getaway trips with my husband and drop the kids off with their nan...i dream about all these things all day, everyday.

the problem however is, i don't know when la dolce vita would begin for me. at least i have taken a step in the right direction by getting into a relationship...a very special one at that, where i'm not in it just because, but i'm in it cos i've fallen in love. this might be the one that would lead to my dream-come-true, but then again it might not.

my blog...my journey from miss to mrs. Lord knows how long it'll be on for, hopefully not the rest of my life.