it's just been a few hours of the break and i haven't handled that well. i didn't want any alcohol so i started with fizzy drinks. this picture is missing a few more cans that i had already chucked in the bin. my belly hurts like hell. as someone said to me on wednesday, i don't have the capacity to handle stress. truth is, i can darn well handle stress and every emotional turmoil, but i've done that so much that it's almost turned into a cancer, just eating away at my heart. so, i'm not keeping any more of that stuff in me, i'm openly dealing with it.
i called the break off a couple of minutes ago, i just can't do it. i don't want to give way to the devil. i'll figure out what i want while i'm in the relationship. no breaks needed.
seyi and seun, thanks for all the good advice. aloted, thanks for the hug. bless ur heart miz-cynic.
p.s: i crinkled and tore that malt can with my bare hands and cut myself, ouch!
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Number Foist!
na wa o...I am still wondering why u wana give me that juicy bo'l o greygoose...am not complainin sha o...of which u drink that thing I will swear for you ooooo....
ok seriously now dearie-pants..you should hang out with ur friends and have mad fun nw...instead of mopping and drinking and stuff now...maybe we [me n you joo olodo] should hang out sef abi?
erhmmm What is going on with you na? Pls dont drink too musch o, and it is well. A big cyber hug for you. XOXO.
hey..hang in there babe..k?
Came here from Chari! Try ice-cream (?) but don't hurt yourself its not worth it!
Pele!
there's always a light at d end of every tunnel.take time out to find that light b4 u take it out on urself!
all d best & pls take it easy on urself!
Chari brought me here, something about an emergency.
It's the fear of starting losing him and starting over that's killing you right?
Miss J
'Never borrow from the future. If you worry about what may happen tomorrow and it doesn't happen, you have worried in vain. Even if it does happen, you have to worry twice.'
I was in your shoes not too long ago, well not a *wumi,(but a situation that I felt he could live without) which led to the break, and I decided to be a friend irrespective of the verdict of the break, break over and we are stronger now.
What I learned, egos aside communication is very important, dont let the whole wumi thing eat u up silently express ur self in such a way it wont cause a fight, truth is, you & I can never understand why they let such things happen, u were not substituted, but guys just have this thing where they dont mind attention to from some1else, and don't care to mention you, unless they are asked.
Let the break take its course, and whatever happens is not a mistake, but what's best for you, So analyze the worst case scenerio but hope for the best, You'll be fine.
*hugs*
Ps: I'm loving listening to Al green over and over again.
Wow mehn..i feel like im on a roller coaster n i aint even the one in the relationship!
Glad the break is over...i know its easier said than done, but theres really no point killin ourselves over men, if its meant to be, it'll be...
I really do pray the break did u n mr jones good!
P.S. Dnt go near any more cans!!!
Hey girl..I know u don’t me but I happened to stumble upon your blog and girl u need to put that bottle of alcohol nd fizzy drinks down..its not gonna help u and it sure aint worth it. You should never let any man or any other human being for that matter be n control of ur situation or even put you in a condition where ur not comfortable. While ur stressing urself out, do u know what he is doing or if he is even thinking abt u? I’m not saying its gonna be easy or u can just snap out of it like that because ive had a bad break up myself and it was a very difficult situation but at the end of the day u gotta dig urself outta the hole. My best advice to u is to surround urself with positive ppl who will encourage u and be there for u and just take it one day at a time cuz it gonna get better trust me..U young and u have the whole world ahead of u..so don’t let this one situation get u down..These things happen..Lots of hugs nd kisses for u sweetie..Take care.
chari...ok, on d hang out thing and i'm teetotalling so i'm not gonna touch the bottle. rest easy.
temite...thanks alot. xoxo ryt back at u.
idk...will do, bless u.
abujamaiden...thanks for stopping by. i'm not suicidal ooooo. lol. thanks alot.
musco...bless u, thanks alot. will be sure to remember that.
~sirius~...d Wumi thing isn't even the situation at hand, it's me tryna deal with demons from the past but ima definately keep ur advice in my head. thanks alot. loving u some Al Green eh? lovely stuff.
buttercup...i'm doing cartons now,lol. just kidding. thanks alot hun.
bookie19...thank u so so much. i really dont wanna self-destruct over anything or anyone so i'm trying to stand on top of the situation. i'm bigger than any bottle of vodka or fizzy drink, lol! hope u r over the bad break up. thanks for the hugs and kisses and tons more ryt back at u.xoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxo.
I’m happy that you swallowed your pride and called of the break (mental not to self…I need to learn how to swallow my pride and do what makes me happy…). I’m going to read the next post, then I’ll give my 4c…
kemberly...it was hard but a girl's gotta do wot a girl's gotta do, ryt? thanks for visiting.
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