break-up to make-up

i know i owe alot of gist but it's been a crazy 3months...i've had very gruelling moments....times when i just wanted to fade away....times when i cried till i was numb and times when i just wanted to grab my passport and just up-and-go. through it all, God was faithful. i prayed for strength and healing and most of all direction. i tried and tried to get closure but i couldn't (God knew it wasn't the end), ultimately, i built a better relationship with Mrs. Jones.
at some point, i questioned if that was the right thing to do considering i was no longer dating her son...but i badly needed to correct the opinion she had of me & it was something i always wanted...better late than never.
i was never out of touch with MJ and we still hung out on the weekends and spoke very often. to cut the long story short, he asked that we get back together and i didn't want anything more. we are back together now and it's been almost a month. i've decided that i'll learn from all that went wrong instead of licking my wounds.
p.s: i had a chat with Mrs Jones, asking what i'd done wrong and she stripped bare. i wasnt daughterly enough but all that is changing now...i need to realise that i'm not oyinbo and it'll never be just MJ and i. it'll be me, him, his entire family and mine.
thank you all for being there for me.
xoxo