a few days ago, i left home on holiday. it totally sucks to be without my boyfriend. i really wish we had come on holiday together but he could not come because he doesn't get time off work until much later. i have a whole lot of free time on my hands so i decided to come visit family.
my boyfriend and i only get to see on the weekends when he's home. it's thursday today and normally, this is the day when my happiness builds up because i know it's only one day in between before i see him. however, i'm a little sulky today because i will not get to see him this weekend, not get to hug, nor kiss him, nor just sit with him and catch up on what we both missed in each others lives during the week. i will not get to go work out with him and ogle at his hot body when he comes out of the pool. God, i miss him. we speak on the phone everyday but it still isn't the same.
why am i making a big deal out of this?? because we've never been away from one another like this since we started dating. i know it's bound to happen sometime but why not when we are a little choked up and therefore need a holiday from each other, or why not when we always seem to be fighting and the distance would do some good to the relationship?? why now?? when i'm falling deeper and deeper in love with him, when i don't want to spend half a second away from him. i know i need to wake up to the reality that relationships are not like this in the real world, but i need something for me to reminisce on when i'm living in the real world, that'll get me through the fights, the rocky roads and the moments of uncertainty.
at the moment, my boyfriend's mum is in the same region as me, on holiday as well. i got her telephone number off her son. we have a cordial relationship, but i'm just unsure of what to say to her when i call. i'm clueless as to whether i should go over and see her or maybe go out to dinner with her. the thing is the relationship got to the 'meet-the-parent' stage pretty early and that freaks me out a little. well, if i'm going to get from miss to mrs, i might as well build on my relationship with her, she might be 'mother-in-law', who knows??
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I think you should keep the relationship with ur mom in law to be burning if u ask me...I wana even ask sef how ur man introduced u to his momma cuz am considering doin that with mine...
i actually introduced myself. would blog about that soon.
Awww i can imagine how much u missed him...
I remember the holiday i fell in love..i was with this dude every damn day..it was just blissful! Then i had to leave nigeria..i thot i wud die..the transition from being with him everyday to not seein him for months n months was terrible!
Since u have a cordial relationship with his mum already, there's no need to worry..most woman cant say more than two words to their partners' mums!
it was very mad but i'm glad we're together again. so did u ever get back with ur holiday luv?
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